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a fishing date;
There were no impromptu trips to Sundermount, in fact. Merrill had holed herself up with the Eluvian, avoiding Hawke whenever possible. The Arulin'Holm stayed at the estate, locked away somewhere, and the Dalish woman didn't want to see or hear from Hawke without good cause. Which was understandable (upsetting, but understandable), and she let Varric and Isabela take over Merrill's undertaking. They'd update her whenever possible and she was infinitely grateful, though she knew things couldn't stay that way forever. Eventually, they'd need to talk, and that would happen when Marian was good and ready. For now, she wasn't.
First on her mind was Anders and his mage underground. He would disappear for days on end, surfacing only to work in his clinic where he would refuse to go on any errands. Too busy, he'd say, occupied with his patients and his manifesto. It didn't stop him from pressing worn papers into her hands at every opportunity, the bastard. Her desk was full of Anders' scrawl, damning evidence if anyone should walk in and ask about it. She'd been certain to lock them in the bottom drawer, out of sight and out of mind, but she couldn't put him off any more than she could push aside the trouble she had with Merrill.
With her hands full of Kirkwall's smaller troubles - bandits, a few raiders on the outskirts, and a blood mage or two - she had nearly forgotten her plans with Cullen until she returned one night to a note on her desk at the end of the week. Even such a simple thing was enough to brighten her mood considerably and she packed that evening, though she wasn't to meet him for two more days.
She used the time to tell only a few that she'd be gone from the city, that no one was kidnapping her, and that she'd be very cross if she came back to find Kirkwall burning in her absence. Only Isabela and Varric gave her a hard time for her attempts at discretion, asking for details and gaining nothing.
By sunset on the second day, she was down by the docks to meet him, a pack slung over one arm and her blades across her shoulders, her eyes on the ships and the few workers lingering around. She couldn't be too careful, even now.
First on her mind was Anders and his mage underground. He would disappear for days on end, surfacing only to work in his clinic where he would refuse to go on any errands. Too busy, he'd say, occupied with his patients and his manifesto. It didn't stop him from pressing worn papers into her hands at every opportunity, the bastard. Her desk was full of Anders' scrawl, damning evidence if anyone should walk in and ask about it. She'd been certain to lock them in the bottom drawer, out of sight and out of mind, but she couldn't put him off any more than she could push aside the trouble she had with Merrill.
With her hands full of Kirkwall's smaller troubles - bandits, a few raiders on the outskirts, and a blood mage or two - she had nearly forgotten her plans with Cullen until she returned one night to a note on her desk at the end of the week. Even such a simple thing was enough to brighten her mood considerably and she packed that evening, though she wasn't to meet him for two more days.
She used the time to tell only a few that she'd be gone from the city, that no one was kidnapping her, and that she'd be very cross if she came back to find Kirkwall burning in her absence. Only Isabela and Varric gave her a hard time for her attempts at discretion, asking for details and gaining nothing.
By sunset on the second day, she was down by the docks to meet him, a pack slung over one arm and her blades across her shoulders, her eyes on the ships and the few workers lingering around. She couldn't be too careful, even now.
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He sat back, fighting his smile. "That's something we can just about count on. Something else is going to happen. Look at where we live."
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She chuckled softly, though it wasn't one of amusement. "Bloody Kirkwall. I wouldn't worry about it too much. It'll be forgotten soon enough." Not by her, though, and her smile said as much.
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He shook his head at that smile, eyes alight with amusement. "I've had a very good time tonight. I'm glad you agreed to the date idea. Thank you."
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"The pleasure's mine. Really, it is." She smiled. "I'm glad you suggested it in the first place. I don't think I've laughed or eaten so well in a long time." That latter comment was possibly a joke. The former was not.
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"I haven't laughed this much in ages, myself. I won't toot my own horn when it comes to the cooking. I think your instruction had more to do with that than any special ability on my part. Soldiers are good at following instructions." He chased the crab with a little bread.
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"I bet if you had the opportunity to cook them again, you'd do just fine. You could impress your recruits too." She finished the piece she was working on and set to work on making another plate for the dog, feeling him brush up against her foot. "Don't butter me up. It's easy to look over someone's shoulder. I could just as easily have had you overcook them." She picked up the bowl she'd given the mabari and filled it partway, setting it back in front of him.
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"Ha. I'll tell the recruits how to cook them and sit back and reap the rewards. Circle of life in the Templar world. Builds character, so I was told when it was my turn to be the grunt." He laughed. "You had good incentive not to do that. You worked for them first. Let's call it a successful joint effort, and we can both bask in the praise."
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"That's really why your cooking doesn't come out right most of the time. You're doing all of the work yourself. Sit back and let someone else do it while you give orders. Just don't forget to make sure they're not burning anything." Grabbing a towel, she wiped her own hands as she came back to sit.
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"Would you like some help in cleaning up? I'd feel guilty leaving a mess." He didn't like to think about leaving. It was getting closer to the time that he'd need to make that decision.
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"If you'd like to help, certainly. I'm not sure what I'll need to do with the pieces. I'll save that for later when it's not so dark." But the dishes could be washed at the very least and the kitchen could be cleaned so poor Orana didn't feel overly burdened.
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He dumped his cracked and empty shells with the rest of the mess they had made in cleaning the crabs and set the few pieces that still contained meat aside. Whether she wanted to snack on them or feed them to the dog was something she could decide later. "Just tell me where you want me."
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"He can have whatever's left, if you're finished." It might have been an innocent suggestion had she been talking about him feeding one of the other noble's pets and not a mabari. As it was, the hound's back end started shaking, his tail wagging back and forth in excitement at the idea. "You can handle that, can't you?"
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"Not much longer now," he assured Max. "Just these final few bits." He was quick about setting the bowl down, not jerking or making weird movements, just not foolish enough to get between a war hound and the food he wanted to eat.
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He waited with a facade of patience until the bowl hit the floor, and then he was on it, dipping his muzzle into the ceramic and wolfing down the food. She came back and eyed them both, pouring the water into the metal basin they used to clean dishes, setting to work. She smiled. "All four limbs intact, I see. Nothing to worry about."
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While she was outside, he finished getting everything gathered in one place for the washing, pleased to still be in possession of both hands and an intact throat. "I think he doesn't dislike me." It was as far as he'd go for now. Perhaps over time he could get the dog to warm up to him. He had no intention of being pushy.
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"I don't think he dislikes you either," she said with a look back at her hound. "He could be much more aggressive if he wanted to be." She grabbed the scrub brush beneath the counter and set to work scrubbing the dishes she had. "There's a clean towel over there," she added with a nod of her head towards the other side of the counter, briefly lifting a wet hand to point, which only succeeded in getting water on the counter. She rolled her eyes at herself.
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He stepped over to grab the towel and wiped up the wet spot on the counter first, shooting her a grin. "Ready when you are."
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"Did you used to scrub dishes when you were a recruit? Do you still have to do that in the Gallows now, even as Knight-Captain?"
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"Did I ever. Recruits do everything, scrub dishes, cook, do laundry, clean out chamber pots." He made a face. "Fortunately, no. I left all of that behind me with the privilege of rank, although if I had my own kitchen I doubt I'd have servants. I'd never be home enough to justify the expense."
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"We wouldn't have had servants either, I suspect. Bethany and I never had any and it's been years since my mother had them. Maybe we'd hire someone to clean the house every so often," Hawke said thoughtfully. "Getting Bodahn and Orana was just dumb luck." And a bit of saving, but who was keeping track? "I'm guessing you eat whatever the recruits make, then?"
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"It's a big enough house, I can see it being a justified expense in your case." He wouldn't have lived in a manor if he didn't stay quartered in the Gallows. "Every night except liver night. I conveniently find an elsewhere to be then."
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She nodded, scrubbing at the bowl. "I'm grateful for them. Not just because of the work they do but because there's always someone here, if that makes sense." She had someone to field visitors before she needed to see them and she'd never really been alone when her mother died. Hawke chuckled softly and handed him the second plate when he was finished drying the first. "You can introduce them to seafood night, now."
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"It does. I've never lived alone. I have privacy in my own quarters now, but there are still people all around. I don't know if I could take the quiet." He never had been able to imagine himself in a house by himself. It would stay empty so often it might as well be a ruin. It probably would become a ruin quickly enough. Buildings never seemed to do well left to their own devices. "I'll propose seafood night in place of liver night and see how that goes."
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"I haven't either. This is the first time, though I suppose I can't say I'm truly living alone." It might have been different when they weren't true family but Hawke had a habit of picking up strays wherever she went, regardless of who they were. The diversity in her usual group spoke to that. She smiled. "If they don't change it, you can always sneak over here on liver nights."
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He dried the bowl and set it with the rest of the stack. "It seems as though it would be quiet here. All the more incentive to get out and look for trouble." He adopted a mock shrewd look. "That sounds like incentive for me not to get them to change it. You'll ask me why I'm here so often, and I can say that I hate liver."
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