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a fishing date;
There were no impromptu trips to Sundermount, in fact. Merrill had holed herself up with the Eluvian, avoiding Hawke whenever possible. The Arulin'Holm stayed at the estate, locked away somewhere, and the Dalish woman didn't want to see or hear from Hawke without good cause. Which was understandable (upsetting, but understandable), and she let Varric and Isabela take over Merrill's undertaking. They'd update her whenever possible and she was infinitely grateful, though she knew things couldn't stay that way forever. Eventually, they'd need to talk, and that would happen when Marian was good and ready. For now, she wasn't.
First on her mind was Anders and his mage underground. He would disappear for days on end, surfacing only to work in his clinic where he would refuse to go on any errands. Too busy, he'd say, occupied with his patients and his manifesto. It didn't stop him from pressing worn papers into her hands at every opportunity, the bastard. Her desk was full of Anders' scrawl, damning evidence if anyone should walk in and ask about it. She'd been certain to lock them in the bottom drawer, out of sight and out of mind, but she couldn't put him off any more than she could push aside the trouble she had with Merrill.
With her hands full of Kirkwall's smaller troubles - bandits, a few raiders on the outskirts, and a blood mage or two - she had nearly forgotten her plans with Cullen until she returned one night to a note on her desk at the end of the week. Even such a simple thing was enough to brighten her mood considerably and she packed that evening, though she wasn't to meet him for two more days.
She used the time to tell only a few that she'd be gone from the city, that no one was kidnapping her, and that she'd be very cross if she came back to find Kirkwall burning in her absence. Only Isabela and Varric gave her a hard time for her attempts at discretion, asking for details and gaining nothing.
By sunset on the second day, she was down by the docks to meet him, a pack slung over one arm and her blades across her shoulders, her eyes on the ships and the few workers lingering around. She couldn't be too careful, even now.
First on her mind was Anders and his mage underground. He would disappear for days on end, surfacing only to work in his clinic where he would refuse to go on any errands. Too busy, he'd say, occupied with his patients and his manifesto. It didn't stop him from pressing worn papers into her hands at every opportunity, the bastard. Her desk was full of Anders' scrawl, damning evidence if anyone should walk in and ask about it. She'd been certain to lock them in the bottom drawer, out of sight and out of mind, but she couldn't put him off any more than she could push aside the trouble she had with Merrill.
With her hands full of Kirkwall's smaller troubles - bandits, a few raiders on the outskirts, and a blood mage or two - she had nearly forgotten her plans with Cullen until she returned one night to a note on her desk at the end of the week. Even such a simple thing was enough to brighten her mood considerably and she packed that evening, though she wasn't to meet him for two more days.
She used the time to tell only a few that she'd be gone from the city, that no one was kidnapping her, and that she'd be very cross if she came back to find Kirkwall burning in her absence. Only Isabela and Varric gave her a hard time for her attempts at discretion, asking for details and gaining nothing.
By sunset on the second day, she was down by the docks to meet him, a pack slung over one arm and her blades across her shoulders, her eyes on the ships and the few workers lingering around. She couldn't be too careful, even now.
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He grew more serious at the following topic and found himself nodding before she had fully finished voicing it. "I agree. As I said before, I prefer discretion, but that's not the same thing as sneaking around. What we did tonight was an exception. We'd be idiots to let the Coterie in on our personal lives before we've done much to give a reason for gossip."
He turned his empty water glass between his hands, less a nervous gesture than just something to do with them. "No, if things keep going well, and we decide it's serious enough to warrant others knowing about it, then that's the day we stop being so careful about who sees us where." He cleared his throat. "If someone discovers before that, I'm not going to scramble around for excuses or act like this is something shameful. It isn't, and I refuse to give anyone that sort of leverage."
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She nodded emphatically, popping another small piece of crab into her mouth and chewing while he spoke. "The Coterie is an entirely different story. No one is going to willingly throw information into the hands of potential enemies. Not you, not me, no one in their right mind. If we sneak around, it's for our own protection, not to hide this." That was only partially true; she would still sneak around for the sake of keeping her friends out of her business, if only because she wasn't yet ready for the consequences of what might just be a deeper friendship than anything else.
"It's not shameful. Not in the least." He wasn't her dirty secret on the side, Templar or no. She wasn't interested in seeing him for his occupation any more than he was interested in her status. "So long as the people who find us aren't Madame Lusine or the numerous people who want me dead, I'll agree to that."
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He cracked another crab leg. "If people who want you dead find us, well...they may find they've bitten off more than they can chew." Unless they were people of status whose deaths could be very inconvenient, he wasn't opposed to cutting down that particular population.
"It sounds to me as though we're in agreement about how to handle this." He pulled out a plump piece of meat from the upper segment, humming under his breath at how tender it was.
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She snorted softly as she followed suit, another piece cracked open so she could pry out the meat from inside. "That's typically what happens. I imagine the look of surprise on their faces at seeing you beside me will make it almost worth it." Killing was a necessary chore some days but she didn't revel in it, nor in that fact that she was good at what she did.
With a nod, she handed another piece of bread down to the dog. "It would do us a disservice otherwise," she said first, choosing her words carefully. She was less concerned about the populace discovering them as she was about her friends or Meredith and what would come of that. "At least we'll have our privacy for the time being, provided we don't start hearing rumors in the next week or so. If we do, maybe I can convince Varric to start an even more ridiculous rumor to push out."
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"I imagine so, or perhaps if one of my enemies comes upon us unaware. It will make for some interesting times." He didn't enjoy killing. If he was being completely honest with himself, however, he had found a certain appeal in having the chance to fight with her again. They had managed well together. It would have been much better had he been in armor.
"I still nominate the brash and handsome Nevarran dragon hunter." His lips twitched in amusement. He was beginning to slow in his eating. At first he had been concerned they may not have caught enough. With the bread, he found the meal quite filling.
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She couldn't decide which of their enemies would be more surprised. It was a nice thought, dangerous in its undercurrents, and she stashed it away. It wasn't just the prospect of fighting beside him that had her occupied but the implications of it. It would look like she'd cast her lot in fully with the Templars, even if she was his ally over theirs.
Her laugh was quiet. "Oh, yes. Marian Hawke was absconding with a Nevarran dragon hunter one night. But then I'd have to explain why you were there instead of him once talk starts flying. Perhaps you chased him off when you suspected he was a lowly thief and that's why I was so cross with you in the Rose." She took another bite of bread and waited until she had swallowed before chuckling again. "It's just ridiculous enough to be distracting."
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"Simple. It was a case of mistaken identity. I was chasing a blood mage of a similar description. I went after him before either of you had a chance to explain. By the time it was over, my quarry was gone also, so I was cross, as well. It wasn't a good night for us." He pried open the smaller segment, smiling a closed lipped smile after popping it into his mouth.
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"Blood magic. Perfect solution." She grinned at the leg she finally succeeding in cracking open. "I had to offer you some compensation for all of your trouble. Thankfully, a meal sufficed." A pleased hum escaped her. "A very good meal, actually."
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However, soon enough he was laughing harder. "Right, a meal you made me cook, you wretch. No wonder I was scowling so hard when I left the estate. I didn't realize it came with such strings attached." He dug out the smallest section of the leg. "All of that is outrageous enough that no one will ever believe it. Just enough embellishment to sound completely baked."
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She smiled, pulling out some more of the meat onto her plate. "I think it'd be just enough to keep people talking and no one would be the wiser for a time. Just long enough for something else to happen."
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He sat back, fighting his smile. "That's something we can just about count on. Something else is going to happen. Look at where we live."
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She chuckled softly, though it wasn't one of amusement. "Bloody Kirkwall. I wouldn't worry about it too much. It'll be forgotten soon enough." Not by her, though, and her smile said as much.
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He shook his head at that smile, eyes alight with amusement. "I've had a very good time tonight. I'm glad you agreed to the date idea. Thank you."
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"The pleasure's mine. Really, it is." She smiled. "I'm glad you suggested it in the first place. I don't think I've laughed or eaten so well in a long time." That latter comment was possibly a joke. The former was not.
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"I haven't laughed this much in ages, myself. I won't toot my own horn when it comes to the cooking. I think your instruction had more to do with that than any special ability on my part. Soldiers are good at following instructions." He chased the crab with a little bread.
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"I bet if you had the opportunity to cook them again, you'd do just fine. You could impress your recruits too." She finished the piece she was working on and set to work on making another plate for the dog, feeling him brush up against her foot. "Don't butter me up. It's easy to look over someone's shoulder. I could just as easily have had you overcook them." She picked up the bowl she'd given the mabari and filled it partway, setting it back in front of him.
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"Ha. I'll tell the recruits how to cook them and sit back and reap the rewards. Circle of life in the Templar world. Builds character, so I was told when it was my turn to be the grunt." He laughed. "You had good incentive not to do that. You worked for them first. Let's call it a successful joint effort, and we can both bask in the praise."
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"That's really why your cooking doesn't come out right most of the time. You're doing all of the work yourself. Sit back and let someone else do it while you give orders. Just don't forget to make sure they're not burning anything." Grabbing a towel, she wiped her own hands as she came back to sit.
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"Would you like some help in cleaning up? I'd feel guilty leaving a mess." He didn't like to think about leaving. It was getting closer to the time that he'd need to make that decision.
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"If you'd like to help, certainly. I'm not sure what I'll need to do with the pieces. I'll save that for later when it's not so dark." But the dishes could be washed at the very least and the kitchen could be cleaned so poor Orana didn't feel overly burdened.
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He dumped his cracked and empty shells with the rest of the mess they had made in cleaning the crabs and set the few pieces that still contained meat aside. Whether she wanted to snack on them or feed them to the dog was something she could decide later. "Just tell me where you want me."
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"He can have whatever's left, if you're finished." It might have been an innocent suggestion had she been talking about him feeding one of the other noble's pets and not a mabari. As it was, the hound's back end started shaking, his tail wagging back and forth in excitement at the idea. "You can handle that, can't you?"
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"Not much longer now," he assured Max. "Just these final few bits." He was quick about setting the bowl down, not jerking or making weird movements, just not foolish enough to get between a war hound and the food he wanted to eat.
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He waited with a facade of patience until the bowl hit the floor, and then he was on it, dipping his muzzle into the ceramic and wolfing down the food. She came back and eyed them both, pouring the water into the metal basin they used to clean dishes, setting to work. She smiled. "All four limbs intact, I see. Nothing to worry about."
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While she was outside, he finished getting everything gathered in one place for the washing, pleased to still be in possession of both hands and an intact throat. "I think he doesn't dislike me." It was as far as he'd go for now. Perhaps over time he could get the dog to warm up to him. He had no intention of being pushy.
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