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a fishing date;
There were no impromptu trips to Sundermount, in fact. Merrill had holed herself up with the Eluvian, avoiding Hawke whenever possible. The Arulin'Holm stayed at the estate, locked away somewhere, and the Dalish woman didn't want to see or hear from Hawke without good cause. Which was understandable (upsetting, but understandable), and she let Varric and Isabela take over Merrill's undertaking. They'd update her whenever possible and she was infinitely grateful, though she knew things couldn't stay that way forever. Eventually, they'd need to talk, and that would happen when Marian was good and ready. For now, she wasn't.
First on her mind was Anders and his mage underground. He would disappear for days on end, surfacing only to work in his clinic where he would refuse to go on any errands. Too busy, he'd say, occupied with his patients and his manifesto. It didn't stop him from pressing worn papers into her hands at every opportunity, the bastard. Her desk was full of Anders' scrawl, damning evidence if anyone should walk in and ask about it. She'd been certain to lock them in the bottom drawer, out of sight and out of mind, but she couldn't put him off any more than she could push aside the trouble she had with Merrill.
With her hands full of Kirkwall's smaller troubles - bandits, a few raiders on the outskirts, and a blood mage or two - she had nearly forgotten her plans with Cullen until she returned one night to a note on her desk at the end of the week. Even such a simple thing was enough to brighten her mood considerably and she packed that evening, though she wasn't to meet him for two more days.
She used the time to tell only a few that she'd be gone from the city, that no one was kidnapping her, and that she'd be very cross if she came back to find Kirkwall burning in her absence. Only Isabela and Varric gave her a hard time for her attempts at discretion, asking for details and gaining nothing.
By sunset on the second day, she was down by the docks to meet him, a pack slung over one arm and her blades across her shoulders, her eyes on the ships and the few workers lingering around. She couldn't be too careful, even now.
First on her mind was Anders and his mage underground. He would disappear for days on end, surfacing only to work in his clinic where he would refuse to go on any errands. Too busy, he'd say, occupied with his patients and his manifesto. It didn't stop him from pressing worn papers into her hands at every opportunity, the bastard. Her desk was full of Anders' scrawl, damning evidence if anyone should walk in and ask about it. She'd been certain to lock them in the bottom drawer, out of sight and out of mind, but she couldn't put him off any more than she could push aside the trouble she had with Merrill.
With her hands full of Kirkwall's smaller troubles - bandits, a few raiders on the outskirts, and a blood mage or two - she had nearly forgotten her plans with Cullen until she returned one night to a note on her desk at the end of the week. Even such a simple thing was enough to brighten her mood considerably and she packed that evening, though she wasn't to meet him for two more days.
She used the time to tell only a few that she'd be gone from the city, that no one was kidnapping her, and that she'd be very cross if she came back to find Kirkwall burning in her absence. Only Isabela and Varric gave her a hard time for her attempts at discretion, asking for details and gaining nothing.
By sunset on the second day, she was down by the docks to meet him, a pack slung over one arm and her blades across her shoulders, her eyes on the ships and the few workers lingering around. She couldn't be too careful, even now.
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"No, her rank...that has nothing to do with what I meant," he agreed. Meredith wasn't the sort who was supportive for empathy's sake alone. If she hadn't believed him up to the task or useful, he wouldn't have received the time of day from her. He knew that.
"It helped a lot, having someone see me in a way I had a hard time seeing myself. Eventually, I didn't need that any more. I'm still grateful. I doubt I need to tell you what that's like. You've gained the admiration of an impressive array of people difficult to impress in your time in Kirkwall, well before this Champion business."
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She shook her head. "Your strength is your own. She knew you'd rise to the occasion if you just believed in yourself. I'm glad she gave you the promotion; you're a more responsible and dedicated individual than many of the others who could have had the title." The thought of Ser Alrik ever having that sort of power made her bristle. "You made the title worth the admiration of others."
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"I appreciate the vote of confidence. I truly do." It meant even more coming from someone he was almost certain had hated him at one point. "And I try. That's not going to change. For all of its flaws, Kirkwall is home now." Perhaps his reasons for feeling that way had room to expand. He glanced at her from the sides of his eyes and took another swallow of his ale. That thought disturbed his equilibrium to a degree, unbidden and out of the blue as it had come.
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One eyebrow rose in curiosity as she took another swig of her drink. She couldn't read the look in his eyes, even if she met his gaze easily. "Do you think you'll never go back to Ferelden? Not even to visit?"
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"I'm not sure if there's anything for me to go back to. I don't know. I haven't given it much thought since coming here. I was so focused then on putting everything behind me, and I've been so busy since then. What do you think you would have done if you hadn't been forced to leave Lothering? What might you be doing now?"
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"Nothing so grand as what I do here, I assure you," she joked, a faint smile on her face. Ironically, her next sip of ale left a more somber expression on her face. "I don't know what I'd be doing. Maintaining our tiny home? Running from Templars again to protect Bethany? Killing giant spiders? We had a spider problem, you know." She was left shrugging with uncertainty. "Small things. A quiet little life looking out for my family."
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"I had heard that about Lothering, believe it or not. It must have been a Void of a spider problem for word to reach us all the way at the Hold." He couldn't remember how he had heard it or in what context, likely talk from Templars who traveled there on duty. "I feel like I can't say that would have been...a waste of talent without delivering some sort of unintended insult, but I genuinely believe that. I suppose it's testimony to how good things can come from bad."
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She chuckled. "Large, nasty things. As bad as the ones on the Coast." She stretched out her legs and rolled her shoulders back. "Kirkwall saved me from a droll life in a quiet town and it's taken just as much as it's given me. But it's where my home is now until I have reason to leave."
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He gave a light shudder. "Have I mentioned I hate those spiders?" He would rather fight wolves and bears, even undead, rather than the large arachnids. He couldn't begin to catalog the reasons why. There were far too many.
"It has taken from you, yes," he said a little more quietly. He knew that he was part of that, like it or not and for better or worse. He tipped his bottle neck toward hers. "Here's hoping you don't have any reason to leave any time too soon. I think I've gotten more than a little used to having you around. I would have said that before the dates, too."
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After a pause, she met him halfway to touch bottles, neck to neck. Her smile was small but no less genuine. "Flatterer. Have no fear; I won't be leaving Kirkwall anytime soon. You'll be seeing me around for some time yet if I have anything to say about it." After all, Bethany wasn't going anywhere. She at least had one reason, if nothing else, to stick around...though she'd be lying if she said it was her only motivation to remain.
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His smile lingered and he took a long swallow of the ale. "Good. I plan on holding you to that, Sera." He settled a little further down and stretched his legs out, looking up at the star speckled sky. His head rested against the mast behind him, and he let out a sound of contentment. His limbs felt heavy and relaxed, both from their previous activity and the alcohol. He took the last bite of his cheese and licked his finger free of a couple of little crumbs.
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Her smile curved at the edges. "If I skip off somewhere without word for far too long, you have permission to kick me when I return. Maker knows my sister would cuff me at the very least for it."
She contented herself to finishing her ale and then standing once more to walk the short length of the boat. Her eyes roamed over him once until they settled on the other bottles at his feet. She couldn't help her grin. "Anyone who gets a look into this boat is going to think we drowned ourselves in liquor." Which couldn't be further from the truth, she realized, as she glanced over the side where they had let out their bait traps.
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"I may decide to come after you if that's the case. You never know." It would depend upon if she left a good enough trail and how concerned the friends of hers who had stayed behind were as to whether they'd share the information with him. He could easily see himself trying.
"That's the story I'll be telling. What did we do? Funny you'd ask. All I remember is drinking and spending half the night hanging over the side of the boat paying for it." He managed to get it out with a straight face.
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Something flickered behind her eyes, perhaps the old instinct of fight-or-flight, though her smile mitigated it. "Would you? Meredith might not take too kindly to her captain running off." Unless she authorized it, which was equally an exciting and frightening prospect.
She chuckled. "Added chum for bait?" Immediately, she winced. "Ugh, never mind. Bad joke."
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He saw the look, not entirely sure how to read it, his head tipping very slightly. "I haven't taken a day off since I got here. Do you have any idea how much leave I have built up?" There was a teasing light in his eyes.
That had him laughing. "Ohhhh. That was awful. Really awful."
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She raised an eyebrow. "You make it sound like you have weeks in reserve." Which brought a thoughtful look to her face. "...Do you?"
Hawke knelt to drop a hand over the side into the water. She brought it back to flick water at him with what might have passed for a scowl if she wasn't nearly in the throes of laughter. "Shush, you."
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He simply smiled for the question, brows lifting slightly. He had lost track some time ago of how much he actually had, likely more than he would ever be allowed to take at one time without a very compelling reason beyond "I want to". Snickering, he flinched away from the water droplets as though they were colder than they were. "Trying to melt me?"
Since he had seen her looking toward the traps, he found himself doing the same. "You know if we pull them up, we probably can't put them down again. Whatever we have or don't is what we're stuck with. What do you think?" He had no idea what time it was, only that it was important that they get back to the docks before there was too much of a crowd in the morning, because they also needed to haul their catch back to her place.
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That smile only piqued her curiosity. She didn't follow up with further questions. Instead, it relaxed her somewhat; if he had enough days to take as a vacation, she wouldn't feel like she was getting him in trouble for dragging him away. She chuckled softly, shaking her head. "Melt you? Perish the thought. I would have to row myself back to Kirkwall only to be beheaded by Meredith. But if that is some great weakness, I'm glad I know of it now. I can put it to good use another time," she teased.
Honestly, she hadn't the slightest clue if they'd been successful or not. She glanced upwards at the sky, trying to gauge the time but to no avail. "I don't know. It would be a shame if we brought them up and had nothing." She frowned, glancing at the water as if it would give her an answer. "...We have to have gotten something. What do you think?"
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"You could just tell her I fell overboard trying to save us from sea monsters. She'd never think to check the boat for residue. She doesn't know I'm sweet." That was it. He couldn't get another word out without dissolving into laughter. Now who was being awful with the humor? He rolled his eyes at himself and put his face in his hands briefly.
"I say let's do it. Do or die. Never say never." He stood and reached down for the pole with the hook on the end specifically designed for raising the traps. He offered it to her with a flourish that had him staggering a step or two to keep his footing. Clearing his throat and pretending it didn't happen, he said, "Would you like the honors of the first trap?"
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Never say never. But he was full of surprises tonight, wasn't he? Hawke grinned at the faint stumble, saying absolutely nothing. Instead, she bowed her head as though she was accepting the title of Champion once more, taking the pole from him. "It would be my honor, Sera." Careful with it, she dipped it into the water until she could feel it tap against the side of one of the traps. A flick of her wrist maneuvered it into place, the hook grabbing one of the rungs. She balanced the weight and set one foot back, uncertain how heavy it'd be until she started moving it.
"Oh, this one has something," she said. It could have mostly been water, of course, which was a thought that didn't cross her mind until she pulled the trap out of the water. The weight lifted for the most part, and there were two crabs inside of their first trap. One was much smaller than the other, hardly enough to be boiled and fed to a cat. The other, however, was large enough to be suitable. Her grin was wide. "There we go."
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He watched her, eager to see what might be in the trap. It looked like it might be heavy. He braced himself against the side so that he could lean for a better view. He laughed when he saw what they had managed. "Maker, if this is what we have to look forward to in all of the others, we'll have just enough to make some fancy Orlesian dish that's all plate with a tiny dollop of food. We ought to throw that little one back. There's bound to be some natural retribution for eating babies, wouldn't you think?"
When she had it close enough to the boat, he reached over to help pull it in and set it out of the way. "That was our test trap." He straightened up and gestured at the water. "The next one is the full one. I'm sure of it."
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She chuckled as she brought the trap closer for him to grab and she peered into it with him. "If the dog doesn't eat it first," she said, eying the smaller crab. "Better to send that little one back if we don't want to be stuck out here. Or eaten by monstrous crab creatures." One eyebrow raised. "They could exist, you know." She might have been joking a little.
She stepped back to the side to dip the pole right back into the water in her search for the second trap. "That's confident of you. All right, this one is it." It took her a few more moments to find the second cage and she twisted the hook to grasp the trap. She pulled, surprised at the weight. "Ah. Hold on..." This was going to require a little more effort already. She pulled, dragging it above the water with some difficulty. Even without the weight of the water, it was still heavy, and it became apparent why: there were five, good sized crabs in the second trap, with one smaller one hanging on at the bottom.
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By that time she had the other one on the way up. He looked genuinely pleased with that haul, and as he had with the last little one, he pulled the smallest away and tossed it back. He hauled the dripping box over the edge and set it beside the first. "Now I wouldn't mind sharing with the dog," he said, flashing her a grin.
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Stepping back, she helped ease the box onto the boat for him to take. "Careful. He could still probably eat this many without any trouble." Glutton dog. She knelt down to look at them better. "If he thinks he's getting more than one for himself, then he's delusional." She said that now but those big, sad eyes could get her every single time.
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"Hmmm." Did he sound skeptical? Perhaps just a little! He flashed her a knowing smile and stood to take the pole. "Does he like them cooked or raw?"
He pushed the hook beneath the water and felt around beneath one of the floating bladders. It took a little twisting until he felt it catch. Weren't things in water supposed to be lighter? As he hauled it up, the reason for the weight became apparent, a large mass of water weed atop the trap. "Oh, here's the salad," he said with a grunt, dragging it in close so they could get rid of it. Three decent sized crabs and two small ones clicked and waved their legs from between the slats once the trap was revealed.
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DW, I swear I hit 'post' last night. What happened.
I've had DW eat posts before. Could've been the code push?
Possibly. Thank you, Lazarus, for saving it.
Lazarus has saved me massive frustration so many times. I love it.
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