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a fishing date;
There were no impromptu trips to Sundermount, in fact. Merrill had holed herself up with the Eluvian, avoiding Hawke whenever possible. The Arulin'Holm stayed at the estate, locked away somewhere, and the Dalish woman didn't want to see or hear from Hawke without good cause. Which was understandable (upsetting, but understandable), and she let Varric and Isabela take over Merrill's undertaking. They'd update her whenever possible and she was infinitely grateful, though she knew things couldn't stay that way forever. Eventually, they'd need to talk, and that would happen when Marian was good and ready. For now, she wasn't.
First on her mind was Anders and his mage underground. He would disappear for days on end, surfacing only to work in his clinic where he would refuse to go on any errands. Too busy, he'd say, occupied with his patients and his manifesto. It didn't stop him from pressing worn papers into her hands at every opportunity, the bastard. Her desk was full of Anders' scrawl, damning evidence if anyone should walk in and ask about it. She'd been certain to lock them in the bottom drawer, out of sight and out of mind, but she couldn't put him off any more than she could push aside the trouble she had with Merrill.
With her hands full of Kirkwall's smaller troubles - bandits, a few raiders on the outskirts, and a blood mage or two - she had nearly forgotten her plans with Cullen until she returned one night to a note on her desk at the end of the week. Even such a simple thing was enough to brighten her mood considerably and she packed that evening, though she wasn't to meet him for two more days.
She used the time to tell only a few that she'd be gone from the city, that no one was kidnapping her, and that she'd be very cross if she came back to find Kirkwall burning in her absence. Only Isabela and Varric gave her a hard time for her attempts at discretion, asking for details and gaining nothing.
By sunset on the second day, she was down by the docks to meet him, a pack slung over one arm and her blades across her shoulders, her eyes on the ships and the few workers lingering around. She couldn't be too careful, even now.
First on her mind was Anders and his mage underground. He would disappear for days on end, surfacing only to work in his clinic where he would refuse to go on any errands. Too busy, he'd say, occupied with his patients and his manifesto. It didn't stop him from pressing worn papers into her hands at every opportunity, the bastard. Her desk was full of Anders' scrawl, damning evidence if anyone should walk in and ask about it. She'd been certain to lock them in the bottom drawer, out of sight and out of mind, but she couldn't put him off any more than she could push aside the trouble she had with Merrill.
With her hands full of Kirkwall's smaller troubles - bandits, a few raiders on the outskirts, and a blood mage or two - she had nearly forgotten her plans with Cullen until she returned one night to a note on her desk at the end of the week. Even such a simple thing was enough to brighten her mood considerably and she packed that evening, though she wasn't to meet him for two more days.
She used the time to tell only a few that she'd be gone from the city, that no one was kidnapping her, and that she'd be very cross if she came back to find Kirkwall burning in her absence. Only Isabela and Varric gave her a hard time for her attempts at discretion, asking for details and gaining nothing.
By sunset on the second day, she was down by the docks to meet him, a pack slung over one arm and her blades across her shoulders, her eyes on the ships and the few workers lingering around. She couldn't be too careful, even now.
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He prompted her to turn around with a twist of his grip. "Take your shirt down? I'd like to feel your back against my chest. If you get cold, we'll figure something out." He didn't intend to allow it if he could help it.
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It was a gesture that didn't last long with him coaxing her around and she shot him a glance over her shoulder as she tugged off her shirt. "And the band?" she asked, a hint of suggestiveness in her tone.
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He leaned back against the mast, lids dropping lower as he waited for her. It didn't matter to him that he was physically spent. Mentally, he was eager to do this for her, wanting more intoxicating contact.
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Once discarded, it was a little more difficult to step back towards him with her pants around her knees, but she was certain he'd guide her into the position he wanted her in.
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He curled forward then, chest to back, and wrapped his arms around her, one hand lifting and cupping across a breast, the other in a warm spread across her stomach. He rested his chin at the top of her shoulder and pressed the side of his head against hers. "I think I like this position. I can touch you wherever I want." He moved his hands in a slow caress, for now focused on warming her and teasing exploration.
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And she was right about that. With his front flush against her back, he heated her skin well enough. His hands added to that, wrapped around her front and a hand closing around her breasted. She bristled contentedly as he explored her, chuckling. "You say that as if I can't touch you back." Her hands reached back to settle on his thighs to prove her point.
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All the while he let his hands explore, feeling the softness of her stomach, the harder contours of her ribs, the pleasant weight of her breasts against his palms. He pushed one hand back lower to caress along her inner thigh, enough pressure to spread her legs further.
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She didn't let those sorts of thoughts distract her. His hands occupied her mind instead, and she kneaded small circles into his thighs in reciprocation while his fingers glided over her skin. At his bidding, she spread her legs a little more and she glanced back at him in question.
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"Until I can get you into a bed, this is going to have to do," he murmured. Not that he particularly felt like he was settling for anything lesser. what they lacked in true comfort they seemed to be making up for in a willingness to adapt. Having her flush against him where he could feel every breath and squirm was no less intimate than it would be on a mattress.
He kissed down her neck and across the top of her shoulder, rubbing her with his fingers and supporting her in the cradle of his other arm. He wanted her to be able to relax as much as possible.
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"You're doing just fine without one," she encouraged quietly, knuckles brushing into his legs. Too late she realized this would leave her far too open and vulnerable for him eventually. The way she spread her legs said she didn't much mind. Not at the moment, at least.
She arched into his touch, hips pressing forward to meet his fingers. "You're...very good at this," she mumbled appreciatively.
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He ducked his head and pressed his smile against her shoulder. A little more heat radiated from his cheeks. "Thank you." He gave her a playful nip to distract from how easily she flustered him, a less playful scrape of teeth closer to the juncture of her neck. He took care not to mark her anywhere someone might see it.
He was content to let her set some of the pace when it came to how he touched her. Sliding his middle finger between her lips he pressed up to encourage her to rock her hips again. He hummed softly and murmured, "Have I mentioned you feel really good? If I have it bears repeating."
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Fingers tugged and toyed with the fabric of his trousers, incapable of keeping her thoughts too clear when he was kissing her shoulder and pressing his fingers up against her. That just wasn't fair. She turned her hand so she could fit it to his hip, rubbing circles there instead.
She chuffed another breathless laugh as she pushed up against his fingers once more, shivering at the sensation. "Maker, Cullen," she whispered. "What do I even say to a compliment like that?"
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He was liking the position more by the moment given just how much of her reaction he could feel and the way she was able to keep touching him, too. He was perfectly warm with her in his lap and cool air blowing across his back. A shift of forearm forward allowed him to get a deeper penetration, still mostly shallow unless he curled his finger. As he rubbed back and forth, he did so once, testing how much leverage he could get. He latched onto a spot further down her shoulder with his lips, slowly suckling up a small red spot. He hadn't yet decided if he wanted to leave a bruise, but he was leaning toward a yes on that.
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Her fingers curled against his side as his fingers explored her further, rubbing against her folds. She shifted and started as he curled his finger, a quiet hitch in her breath following. Her thighs tensed and her hips rolled forward without her bidding from that gesture alone. She squeezed his leg to encourage him further as she sucked her lower lip between her teeth to worry at it while he continued. Yes, this was most definitely a good idea, even if it left her aching for more, heat coiling within her ever so slowly.
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He didn't need much encouragement to continue. He wanted to pleasure her, to give her the same sort of toe curling stimulation she had given to him. He gently worked his index finger in beside the middle and began to squeeze both up and slightly back, a rhythmic twisting of his wrist helping them deeper.
When he drew his lips away from the faint bruise, he let his tongue follow the line of tendon in her throat, peppered soft kisses behind and against the hinge of her jaw, and gave an affectionate caress of his cheek along the side of her hair. A cup of her breast in his free hand allowed him to toy lightly with her nipple, rubbing a callused fingertip across it to see how she liked to be touched.
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The further he pushed, the more sounds he received for his troubles. Hawke did her best to keep herself quiet and, indeed, she wasn't making as much noise as she could have been. But now her breathing was deepening as he stimulated her, small moans attached to every other exhale as his fingers twisted within her.
She leaned back into his touch, into his lips and his cheek. She rubbed back in a half-nuzzle with what little leverage she had, fingers working over the muscles in his sides and massaging them gratefully. A particularly delightful twist of his wrist, coupled with his finger rubbing over her nipple, had her squirming. "Oh," she whispered intelligently, her body responding as well as it could. She wanted to be back against him and rolling forward into his hands at the same time, and this was something she couldn't accomplish, much to her dismay. She pressed her head back against him and his shoulder instead as she hummed, nipping down on her lip to keep as quiet as she could manage.
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He offered her a steady rhythm of thrusting with his fingers, wrist strong and capable of precision. Always he sought to go a little deeper, limited by the position. It pressed him harder against her clit. He could feel it rolling against his palm and let out another soft sound.
He wanted his mouth on her again, made up for it with another suckle closer to her ear. Like her, his breath was coming deeper and more quickly. He couldn't do this and not be affected.
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And on the other side, he was pressing intimate kisses along her throat enough to have her melting back into his body, hands insistently moving because she could do little else. "Yes, like that," she gasped softly, a whimper following her words. She pressed into his fingers to take them deeper on her own, even if he couldn't do it properly with the angle he was in.
She could feel how wet she was because of him, embarrassingly so. The thought alone had her toes curling and her muscles tightening. If he kept pressing his fingers against her clit, it wouldn't take long to finish her. She grasped him tighter and moved her hips more, refusing to be passive even when he was doing most of the work.
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He moved with her, flexes of thighs helping to rock her over him. He was aching to taste her again, prompted by the slickness he could feel against his fingers and spreading down his hand. There was no way he intended to stop or slow. He wasn't out to tease her.
"Turn your face toward me," he murmured. "I want to kiss you."
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Hawke could sooner stop the world than deny him his request; she turned enough to the side so neither of them needed to strain themselves, her hand reaching up to curl at the back of his head. She offered him her mouth and pressed hers against his hungrily.
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He kissed her hard. His arm wrapped across her held her well in place, hand lifted in the back of her hair in a tight clench. Mentally and physically, he found himself responding to her hunger for this at a visceral level. The boat was rocking again, but it was something he registered only at a distant level. They were in no danger of tipping as centered as they were.
His teeth raked her lower lip, tongue slipping past both for a deep twine against hers. He could taste himself in her mouth, so erotic it had him moaning. His hand in her hair slipped down to the top of her shoulder, a kneading grasp. There was no way he could be still now. His fingers within her glided easily from the wetness, thrusting and twisting in a tight press.
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The hand in her hair had her breathless and she curved a smile against his lips. She gave him back everything he gave, the hard press of his mouth mirrored by hers. She slid her tongue against his and drank in his moan, her fingers sliding into his hair. Her hips rocked into his fingers eagerly, careful not to move too fast.
She was so close, evident when his next twist had her whimpering, and she closed her teeth over his bottom lip and worried at the skin there. She swiped her tongue over the bite in apology moments later and she murmured his name quietly, desperate.
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"Yes," he gasped between the desperate kisses. He hardly knew why beyond the fact it was something his whole body was saying. Yes to more contact. Yes to more pleasure. Yes to her release, nothing else in the moment mattering at all.
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"Shit," she whispered, the sound half-broken by his lips. Hips bucked into his waiting hand as she felt her blood boil and her threadbare control snap. Her grip tightened in his hair moments before her release and when it hit, she arched once more up against him with a sharp cry. Her body shuddered and she could heel herself pulsing around his fingers, breathing coming hot and uneven. She let her hips continue forward, rolling against his hand a few more times in an effort to ride out her orgasm.
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He kissed her shoulder, her throat, languid, affectionate presses of lips. Releasing her hair, he caressed his hand lower along the side of her shoulder and arm to gather her in close. He found himself still rocking slightly, still heated from what they had just done. He nuzzled against the side of her neck, quiet while she was recovering her breath.
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so. um. head's up: I might be losing internet at home.
Oh no! :( I'll still play with tagging at whatever pace you need to go if you're able.
You're sweet. :( We'll see what the status is when I actually get home.
I'll keep my fingers crossed for you. Sorry you have to deal with this. :(
Thanks!
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So far so good! We'll see what happens tomorrow, though.
I'll cross my toes, too!
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DW, I swear I hit 'post' last night. What happened.
I've had DW eat posts before. Could've been the code push?
Possibly. Thank you, Lazarus, for saving it.
Lazarus has saved me massive frustration so many times. I love it.
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