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a fishing date;
There were no impromptu trips to Sundermount, in fact. Merrill had holed herself up with the Eluvian, avoiding Hawke whenever possible. The Arulin'Holm stayed at the estate, locked away somewhere, and the Dalish woman didn't want to see or hear from Hawke without good cause. Which was understandable (upsetting, but understandable), and she let Varric and Isabela take over Merrill's undertaking. They'd update her whenever possible and she was infinitely grateful, though she knew things couldn't stay that way forever. Eventually, they'd need to talk, and that would happen when Marian was good and ready. For now, she wasn't.
First on her mind was Anders and his mage underground. He would disappear for days on end, surfacing only to work in his clinic where he would refuse to go on any errands. Too busy, he'd say, occupied with his patients and his manifesto. It didn't stop him from pressing worn papers into her hands at every opportunity, the bastard. Her desk was full of Anders' scrawl, damning evidence if anyone should walk in and ask about it. She'd been certain to lock them in the bottom drawer, out of sight and out of mind, but she couldn't put him off any more than she could push aside the trouble she had with Merrill.
With her hands full of Kirkwall's smaller troubles - bandits, a few raiders on the outskirts, and a blood mage or two - she had nearly forgotten her plans with Cullen until she returned one night to a note on her desk at the end of the week. Even such a simple thing was enough to brighten her mood considerably and she packed that evening, though she wasn't to meet him for two more days.
She used the time to tell only a few that she'd be gone from the city, that no one was kidnapping her, and that she'd be very cross if she came back to find Kirkwall burning in her absence. Only Isabela and Varric gave her a hard time for her attempts at discretion, asking for details and gaining nothing.
By sunset on the second day, she was down by the docks to meet him, a pack slung over one arm and her blades across her shoulders, her eyes on the ships and the few workers lingering around. She couldn't be too careful, even now.
First on her mind was Anders and his mage underground. He would disappear for days on end, surfacing only to work in his clinic where he would refuse to go on any errands. Too busy, he'd say, occupied with his patients and his manifesto. It didn't stop him from pressing worn papers into her hands at every opportunity, the bastard. Her desk was full of Anders' scrawl, damning evidence if anyone should walk in and ask about it. She'd been certain to lock them in the bottom drawer, out of sight and out of mind, but she couldn't put him off any more than she could push aside the trouble she had with Merrill.
With her hands full of Kirkwall's smaller troubles - bandits, a few raiders on the outskirts, and a blood mage or two - she had nearly forgotten her plans with Cullen until she returned one night to a note on her desk at the end of the week. Even such a simple thing was enough to brighten her mood considerably and she packed that evening, though she wasn't to meet him for two more days.
She used the time to tell only a few that she'd be gone from the city, that no one was kidnapping her, and that she'd be very cross if she came back to find Kirkwall burning in her absence. Only Isabela and Varric gave her a hard time for her attempts at discretion, asking for details and gaining nothing.
By sunset on the second day, she was down by the docks to meet him, a pack slung over one arm and her blades across her shoulders, her eyes on the ships and the few workers lingering around. She couldn't be too careful, even now.
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He took advantage of the position, pressing in for more contact. He realized that he could explore the curve of her mouth for a very long time and not tire of just that. He encouraged the part further with his tongue, more of a tease than a push past the part of her lips. He met her gaze and smiled faintly. "I'm counting on it, actually."
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The closeness was welcomed, the hand at his shoulder kneading carefully into the pliant muscles there to offer encouragement. She allowed a faint sound past her lips at the brush of his tongue, her eyes meeting his. "Good." Her hand slid to the back of his neck so she could press their lips together once more, the kiss slow but no less hungry than before.
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She already seemed to know how to get to him with the slow burn. It had him balanced on a cusp between easy conversation and being relaxed with her, and wanting to kiss her until their lips were sore and they were desperate for breath. He satisfied some of that latter impulse by tightening his embrace, one hand sliding down beneath her thigh to turn her more in toward him. He raked his teeth gently over her lower lip, tugging back and going in for a deeper mesh of lips to lips, jaw working slightly and tongue pressing in for a closer twine.
There it was again, the ache that had him throwing caution to the wind earlier and finding a way to make all of this work in the confines of the boat. His fingers curled a harder press into her flesh, the rhythm of his breath hitching slightly. "I think you could make me completely crazy if I let you," he murmured mouth against mouth.
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It was entirely too easy to slip into a comfortable balance between wanting more of his conversation and more of what he was doing to her, those heated glances and small smiles completely taking her off guard. She was glad she took this chance with him; she wasn't regretting a single moment of it, only that she'd taken four years to do anything like this.
She answered his tug with one of her own, following him through the gestures and giving him a small nip for good measure. Her fingers dug briefly into his side as she shifted to accommodate him better, breathing uneven, her body responding to his small touches and twines of tongue. She stroked his tongue with her own and she desperately wished they weren't actually on that boat for the fifth or sixth time that evening. She smiled against his lips and opened her eyes to look at him. "That's dangerous thinking, you know." Not that she'd dissuade him in the slightest.
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He could feel her responsiveness, all of those small movements, the tightening of her hands. It sparked more of the same from him. He found himself rocking his hips upward again, unable to be fully still. "I know," he whispered. "Ask me if it bothers me."
Yet again, he gave her no chance to answer right away, not before a thorough, need tinged kiss that left him breathless within just a few moments. This time he nipped her upper lip, a quick little tug of teeth that was less a tease and more a want.
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She didn't want - or need - to ask, not with his strong grip and the insistent tug of teeth on lips. She reached up with a hand to keep him there so she could return the kiss better, fire and want behind it as she had his mouth. She made a sound against his lips as he rocked upwards and she worried his lower lip between hers.
When she released him only to breathe, she didn't separate herself too far from him. She exhaled shakily, nudging herself against his mouth as if she couldn't decide whether she wanted to kiss him again or not. She swallowed and then smiled. "Think there's room for me to kneel?" she asked suggestively. She looked up at him from beneath her lashes, waiting to see if he'd follow her train of thought.
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He groaned softly as the kiss intensified, his look heated when she broke it. "I think so," he said after eyeing the space beneath them. "Or I could stand on the bench, and you could stand in the bottom of the boat. I'm not sure how comfortable the sloped sides would be for your knees." He knew if he hung onto the mast behind him, he'd be steady enough.
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"Are you sure you'd be able to stand that long?" The sort of control and balance he'd need to have would be impressive indeed. "I don't mind cramped legs."
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She extracted herself from his embrace with some reluctance, smirking as she stood and stretched, letting him work out how he wished to position himself.
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He let her go, cool air sweeping across his lap when she pulled away and stood. Already he missed the weight of her there. With the sail and boom secured, he wasn't worried about being knocked overboard. The real question was whether his legs would hold out once things grew really heated.
He stood and turned to step up onto the seat, one hand to the mast to steady himself. The boat rocked a little side to side as he turned, leaning his weight slightly against the solid wood. Easing his hands back against it, he found that he could brace himself quite well, particularly when he found rope to grip. "This feels secure."
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She stepped up before him once he was in place, reaching up to smooth her hands down his sides and over his hips. Even with the fabric separating them, she could feel the muscles of his stomach and thighs as her fingers moved downwards, caressing for now, admiring and possibly toying with him to get a reaction. "You can hold onto me if you need," she offered. It might throw off his balance eventually but her shoulders were there if he needed something.
Balancing up on her toes, she moved her hands beneath his shirt and dragged her fingers over his stomach and abdomen. "Take that off," she murmured, something of a command and partially a request.
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"I will if I have to," he agreed. He wasn't so stubborn or proud that he would risk falling on her. If he truly couldn't hold his weight, he'd change positions before it reached a critical point of no return.
The muscle fluttered slightly beneath her touch, small twitches that weren't quite flinches. She was treading a fine line between stimulation and tickling. He nodded, reaching down to take the hem in his hands and tug the shirt over his head. He offered it to her silently to be set aside, worried that if he dropped it from that height it would catch enough wind to land in the water.
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Her fingers slowed so she could take her time, putting more pressure into the way she touched him as though she were almost attempting to massage the muscles she found. She worked her way down and fanned outwards with her ministrations, following muscle lines in his skin until she was met with the top of his breeches, where she could swipe her fingers over the fabric and hook a thumb in the side just to test how much give she had.. She leaned in so she could press a brief, teasing kiss to his stomach, one hand settling on his hip to keep him still.
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He rested the back of his head against the mast, letting his eyes slide shut so that he could concentrate on how she followed every dip and swell. The waistband had a bit of give to it. He hadn't tied the lacing tightly when he had pulled his pants back on. The press of lips to his stomach sent it fluttering again, a brief tuck inward that settled once his body caught on to the fact she wasn't tickling him. His inhale was a soft hiss of air through his teeth, eyes cracking back open to slits to watch her from beneath sandy lashes.
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Her moth was more gentle, at first, so he knew where she was and what she was doing. Her fingers hooked into the side of his breeches, the other coming to his front to knead slow circles into his thigh, when she grazed her teeth along his lower abdomen and gave a swipe of her tongue for good measure. She brought her hand up to unlace the top of his pants, thumb sliding along the inner curve of his thigh.
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Maker's breath, he was already feeling weak in the knees, thighs flexing to keep him firmly planted in place. His next exhale contained voice, a soft, low sound for the gentle bite and sweep of tongue. He tightened his grip on the rope beneath his hands, nails digging into the weave.
It took all of his self control not to rock forward suggestively and keep still while she worked at the laces. He couldn't look away, glad of the moonlight.
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"You should see yourself," she murmured appreciatively, casting her gaze upwards even as she tugged his breeches down just enough to tease him further but not enough to free him. "You're beautiful." It wasn't something she said often to a man, but it was true; the way he pressed himself back, letting his chest puff out...the control he had over his movements, even with what she was doing. It was tantalizing in a way she couldn't describe. The moonlight on his bare skin only made him look more attractive as he was bathed in its glow.
She dipped her head back down to press a more solid kiss to his muscles, laving attention over them as she made her way down to the connection of his his hip, where she latched her mouth and sucked hard enough to raise a faint mark.
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"Heh." It was almost an uncomfortable sound, not quite laughter, sudden and unexpected, as unexpected as the compliment. "I, ah... That's not something I hear. Ever." After another moment he gave her a fleeting smile. "That sounded ungrateful. I should have said 'thank you'."
With her mouth on him, words fled again and left him gasping. That felt so good, a slight sting from the tightness of the skin there. He rocked against her hand again, a more insistent push. If she was interested in seeing him unravel in increments, she was doing exactly the right things.
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She chuffed a laugh against him, palming him once more and leaving her hand there. "You sound surprised, not ungrateful." She was grateful she wasn't looking directly at him, her smile slightly embarrassed.
Her hand was there to rock into at first as she closed her teeth carefully around the mark she made and soothed it with her tongue. But the next drag of teeth was lower still as she started to slide his pants further off of his hips and her hand found his smalls. She rubbed him once and then moved her hand back just an inch or two to tease him. A feral smile followed as she hooked her fingers in his smallclothes.
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"I was surprised. Pleasantly." His voice was thicker, dropped down to a more intimate register.
He half swallowed the moan that came with embarrassing ease. When he felt her pause, he met her gaze and nodded once. "Yes, please..." he murmured, not too proud to ask.
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Once he was exposed to her, she finally saw fit to look back up at him, giving him a faint smile. Her grip tightened on his hips, fingers digging into the fine muscle there as she looked on him. The first touch was simple, one hand straying down to simply cup him gently and glide her thumb over the tip. She shifted her stance enough so shouldn't need to do so again, dipping her head. She exhaled purposefully, spilling warmth over him.
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He held his breath, lower lip worried between his teeth. His erection leaped gently forward into her touch, another harder twitch from the passage of her thumb. When he felt her breath he could no longer hold his own. It came out in bare vocalization, a sound softer than the steady chop of waves against the sides of the boat. His toes curled against the soles of his boots.
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One hand stayed at his hip to anchor herself, fingers digging in and massaging tense muscle. The other continued to stroke him in slow, careful measures, motions in time with the way her mouth moved. Carefully, she took more of him in, one inch at a time.
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He continued gasping past parted lips, ragged breaths that he had to fight to keep from turning into moans. It was embarrassing to be reduced to this so quickly. Had she felt the same way earlier? Oh, Maker, he hoped so. He wouldn't want to be the only one. The control keeping him from thrusting forward felt as though it was eroding by the moment.
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so. um. head's up: I might be losing internet at home.
Oh no! :( I'll still play with tagging at whatever pace you need to go if you're able.
You're sweet. :( We'll see what the status is when I actually get home.
I'll keep my fingers crossed for you. Sorry you have to deal with this. :(
Thanks!
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So far so good! We'll see what happens tomorrow, though.
I'll cross my toes, too!
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