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a fishing date;
There were no impromptu trips to Sundermount, in fact. Merrill had holed herself up with the Eluvian, avoiding Hawke whenever possible. The Arulin'Holm stayed at the estate, locked away somewhere, and the Dalish woman didn't want to see or hear from Hawke without good cause. Which was understandable (upsetting, but understandable), and she let Varric and Isabela take over Merrill's undertaking. They'd update her whenever possible and she was infinitely grateful, though she knew things couldn't stay that way forever. Eventually, they'd need to talk, and that would happen when Marian was good and ready. For now, she wasn't.
First on her mind was Anders and his mage underground. He would disappear for days on end, surfacing only to work in his clinic where he would refuse to go on any errands. Too busy, he'd say, occupied with his patients and his manifesto. It didn't stop him from pressing worn papers into her hands at every opportunity, the bastard. Her desk was full of Anders' scrawl, damning evidence if anyone should walk in and ask about it. She'd been certain to lock them in the bottom drawer, out of sight and out of mind, but she couldn't put him off any more than she could push aside the trouble she had with Merrill.
With her hands full of Kirkwall's smaller troubles - bandits, a few raiders on the outskirts, and a blood mage or two - she had nearly forgotten her plans with Cullen until she returned one night to a note on her desk at the end of the week. Even such a simple thing was enough to brighten her mood considerably and she packed that evening, though she wasn't to meet him for two more days.
She used the time to tell only a few that she'd be gone from the city, that no one was kidnapping her, and that she'd be very cross if she came back to find Kirkwall burning in her absence. Only Isabela and Varric gave her a hard time for her attempts at discretion, asking for details and gaining nothing.
By sunset on the second day, she was down by the docks to meet him, a pack slung over one arm and her blades across her shoulders, her eyes on the ships and the few workers lingering around. She couldn't be too careful, even now.
First on her mind was Anders and his mage underground. He would disappear for days on end, surfacing only to work in his clinic where he would refuse to go on any errands. Too busy, he'd say, occupied with his patients and his manifesto. It didn't stop him from pressing worn papers into her hands at every opportunity, the bastard. Her desk was full of Anders' scrawl, damning evidence if anyone should walk in and ask about it. She'd been certain to lock them in the bottom drawer, out of sight and out of mind, but she couldn't put him off any more than she could push aside the trouble she had with Merrill.
With her hands full of Kirkwall's smaller troubles - bandits, a few raiders on the outskirts, and a blood mage or two - she had nearly forgotten her plans with Cullen until she returned one night to a note on her desk at the end of the week. Even such a simple thing was enough to brighten her mood considerably and she packed that evening, though she wasn't to meet him for two more days.
She used the time to tell only a few that she'd be gone from the city, that no one was kidnapping her, and that she'd be very cross if she came back to find Kirkwall burning in her absence. Only Isabela and Varric gave her a hard time for her attempts at discretion, asking for details and gaining nothing.
By sunset on the second day, she was down by the docks to meet him, a pack slung over one arm and her blades across her shoulders, her eyes on the ships and the few workers lingering around. She couldn't be too careful, even now.
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Her lips closed over a bit of his skin, pleased with the compliance he gave her, and she rolled her hips forward into his hand. The small space between them gave them little room to work with but it allowed her to drink in the warmth of his body and the way he tensed against her.
On the next pass, she gasped as his fingers brushed against her once more, the muscles of her legs tightening and shuddering. She swallowed her moan and kissed his shoulder once more, tongue laving the growing red spot beneath her lips.
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As she pushed forward, he worked his fingers deeper, his wrist strong and allowing him full control of his position. His breath hissed through his teeth. She felt tight and wet around the two fingers. He wondered how she'd taste, how she'd feel atop him.
Before he knew it he was moaning again. His shoulder muscle shifted beneath his skin as he pressed into the slow kiss. He didn't care if it meant he'd have a mark. It would be something to look at over the next few days and remember this by.
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The moans in her ear only served to arouse her further, body leaning into his chest and into his fingers. Every sound he gave was further confirmation of his own undoing and her body reacted to it; her muscles clenched around his fingers as he hissed, which only coaxed a moan out of her into his shoulder. Maker, she wouldn't be able to keep this up if he kept doing that.
Her teeth closed around a small patch of skin, worrying it. She wouldn't bite down hard enough to bruise, though she swiped her tongue across the mark just the same. By the time she was finished, it was raised and red, possibly smarting, and she simply smiled lazily at her handiwork.
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His awareness had centered down to how she felt against him, the choppy sounds of their breaths interspersed with desperate, furtive vocalizations, the delicious sting of teeth over his shoulder.
He kissed the side of her head, anywhere he could reach. He wanted her badly enough that it was an ache, sharp and visceral. He reached his free hand between them to tug at the laces of his breeches, hard, impatient jerks that were nothing like the way he handled hers.
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She turned her head as he began to work on his own trousers and she slipped a hand down to aid him. There wasn't enough in her to focus fully on the knots and she was shoddy help, but she could, at least, give him a little taste of what he was doing to her.
Her hand met the hardened bulge in his breeches, carefully palming him through the fabric. A little added incentive and a bit of a distraction wouldn't hurt him.
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Then he was back to pulling at the laces and forcing the fabric apart. He clamped a little harder with his fingers inside her, working in up to the third knuckle and stroking at slick inner walls. He whispered close to her ear, "Would you stand up for me?"
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Hawke arched into his hand with a gasp, her thighs shuddering under the pressure. She moaned her protests to his invitation, shooting him a look. "You're cruel," she teased, but she was nodding just the same.
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He kissed her once, a hard, hungry kiss that crushed lips to lips. When he drew back it was on a low, frustrated vocalization. How had they gotten to this point so easily, he wondered.
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Now was as good a time as any to remove some of her clothes, starting with her boots, socks, and trousers at the very least. They'd only complicate matters after this. She nudged them to one side and hoped she'd be able to find them again in the darkness.
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He could just see her, a pale shape against shadow, and reached for her to pull her closer. He ghosted kisses across her ribs and stomach. He knew he'd bring her back down to him soon. Not before taking advantage of the new position.
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Her body arched into his lips, the warmth of his breath spilling over her skin. She stretched on her toes, one foot at a time, to shake out the buzzing in her legs. A pleasant hum left her lips and she smoothed her hands over his shoulders around to the back of his neck, fingers dragging just beneath his hair.
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"Are you getting too cramped?" he asked against her skin. He could feel the way she shifted. He had been too distracted to think of it before now. Both hands dragged slowly down her back with a scratch of nails. He shifted one back up to mid-back and let the other follow the curve of her lower back and across the side of her hip. He glanced up at her, head pressing back into her hand and chin resting against the gentle curve of her lower stomach. "Do you need to stand a little longer?"
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Hawke shook her head, back straightening under his attentions. She smiled faintly and enjoyed the warmth of his hands across her skin and she threaded her fingers into his hair. "I'm all right," she promised. She only needed a moment; it would be better than locking up at a bad time and it gave her the chance to work out the restlessness in her body, though she ached to be back in his embrace entirely.
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"Good." He turned his cheek to the side, brushing it against her stomach. As he slowly turned his head, he kissed along the cusp of her hipbone, back center, flirting just above the line of soft hair. His breath was warm, coming swift and shallow.
"I really...want..." The words faltered, cheeks blazing. It was beyond bold, what he wanted to say. At the same time, it wasn't the sort of thing just to spring on someone unawares. He took a deep breath, his hold of her tightening. "To ta...to taste you." His forehead pressed against her, and he realized he was holding his breath.
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Her fingers wound their way into his curls, her body stiffening and then relaxing under his touch. His earlier attentions had only served to make her all the more sensitive but she was eager for the touch, for his lips across her skin. Damn him, the tease.
She resolved not to tilt her hips against him when he said that, biting back a sound at the invitation. He truly was going to be her undoing with that offer, even with him so shy about it. Her toes curled at the imagery. She cupped the back of his head to get his attention and she nodded. "You needn't ask," she murmured.
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He inhaled as though to speak again, seemed to think better of it, and leaned to press a light kiss atop soft, springy hair. Reaching up, he encouraged her hands to his shoulders so that she could brace herself. He slid one hand down the front of her thigh, his thumb at the inner curve to encourage her to part her legs slightly.
His breath hitched as he pressed close, nose directly against her and tongue in a soft lap against her cleft. He gave a shaky exhale, and again his tongue found her, hot, and wet, and thrusting further back. He gasped at the first real taste, his eyes sliding shut.
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Following his directions, she set her hands on his shoulders and watched him make his way down. Her leg muscles tensed as she parted them for him, anticipation coiling within her while his mouth drifted lower and lower still, finally against her.
It was here that she tensed, the wetness of his tongue surprising her and the warmth of his breath ghosting over her. She gasped with him, fingers tightening on his shoulders as the sound turned into a hum and then a quiet moan.
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He would never have guessed her voice could be so throaty, usually high and clear. Or that either of them could give over to this level of abandon without a lot more coaxing. Perhaps long familiarity had him trusting her more than he had realized, and vice versa. Those thoughts quickly faded.
He used both thumbs to spread her a little wider and give himself better access with his mouth. Taking his time, he found the small, hard nub of flesh he had been stroking with his thumb and teased it past his lips with light suction. He flicked gently with his tongue, released, and plunged back deeper again. He moaned when he managed to part her lips and get a real taste. Maker's breath, she was good. He wanted more.
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The slow movements of his tongue gave way to his lips, her thighs shivering as he sucked and then moved his tongue further. His ministrations coaxed more sounds from her throat, quiet whimpers she would never allow to be heard under other circumstances. He was distracting her enough that her hands alternated between squeezing his shoulders tightly and allowing her fingers to rub small circles into his muscles, never stilling for more than a few moments.
Her lips parted unconsciously and she closed her eyes. She fought to control her breathing at the very least, a battle she was slowly losing to his touches.
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"Come down to me," he murmured. "I don't want to wait any longer." She had him on fire. There was no way he could be any more ready than he already was. He coaxed with hands and arms, stroking her and drawing her closer. His eyes were heavy lidded and very dark beneath the shadow of his brow.
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Her hands stayed on his shoulders as she stepped against the bench, her legs framing his. Carefully, she took up her place again in his lap and she dipped her head to kiss him hungrily.
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Without the clothes, he felt everywhere she touched him as immediate heat. He shivered hard, his free arm slipping around her lower back to squeeze her in against him. He made no immediate move to take her, however, wanting to give her the chance to find the position best for her first.
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The hard line of the muscles on his chest brushed her stomach as she situated herself, looking for what would be most comfortable and weighing the options against what would be more practical of a position. Kneeling on the bench itself seemed best, damn the minor discomfort; it would be worth it to be in the better position to have him, she could tell. And if she couldn't hold herself up, the strong arm at her back said he wouldn't let anything happen to her.
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He peppered a few more kisses across her midriff and leaned back a little to give her room to settle. Every time he was against her and had to pull away, the air seemed colder in the contrast. He knew that when she came down to him, there'd be no more drawing away for some time.
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Her other hand slid down to part her own folds and slide two fingers inside, making certain she was stretched enough for him. He'd done more than an adequate job of preparing her earlier and she was embarrassingly wet; had there been any traces of light still out, she probably would be red from the thought.
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Power outages suck.
Oh, ick.
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