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a fishing date;
There were no impromptu trips to Sundermount, in fact. Merrill had holed herself up with the Eluvian, avoiding Hawke whenever possible. The Arulin'Holm stayed at the estate, locked away somewhere, and the Dalish woman didn't want to see or hear from Hawke without good cause. Which was understandable (upsetting, but understandable), and she let Varric and Isabela take over Merrill's undertaking. They'd update her whenever possible and she was infinitely grateful, though she knew things couldn't stay that way forever. Eventually, they'd need to talk, and that would happen when Marian was good and ready. For now, she wasn't.
First on her mind was Anders and his mage underground. He would disappear for days on end, surfacing only to work in his clinic where he would refuse to go on any errands. Too busy, he'd say, occupied with his patients and his manifesto. It didn't stop him from pressing worn papers into her hands at every opportunity, the bastard. Her desk was full of Anders' scrawl, damning evidence if anyone should walk in and ask about it. She'd been certain to lock them in the bottom drawer, out of sight and out of mind, but she couldn't put him off any more than she could push aside the trouble she had with Merrill.
With her hands full of Kirkwall's smaller troubles - bandits, a few raiders on the outskirts, and a blood mage or two - she had nearly forgotten her plans with Cullen until she returned one night to a note on her desk at the end of the week. Even such a simple thing was enough to brighten her mood considerably and she packed that evening, though she wasn't to meet him for two more days.
She used the time to tell only a few that she'd be gone from the city, that no one was kidnapping her, and that she'd be very cross if she came back to find Kirkwall burning in her absence. Only Isabela and Varric gave her a hard time for her attempts at discretion, asking for details and gaining nothing.
By sunset on the second day, she was down by the docks to meet him, a pack slung over one arm and her blades across her shoulders, her eyes on the ships and the few workers lingering around. She couldn't be too careful, even now.
First on her mind was Anders and his mage underground. He would disappear for days on end, surfacing only to work in his clinic where he would refuse to go on any errands. Too busy, he'd say, occupied with his patients and his manifesto. It didn't stop him from pressing worn papers into her hands at every opportunity, the bastard. Her desk was full of Anders' scrawl, damning evidence if anyone should walk in and ask about it. She'd been certain to lock them in the bottom drawer, out of sight and out of mind, but she couldn't put him off any more than she could push aside the trouble she had with Merrill.
With her hands full of Kirkwall's smaller troubles - bandits, a few raiders on the outskirts, and a blood mage or two - she had nearly forgotten her plans with Cullen until she returned one night to a note on her desk at the end of the week. Even such a simple thing was enough to brighten her mood considerably and she packed that evening, though she wasn't to meet him for two more days.
She used the time to tell only a few that she'd be gone from the city, that no one was kidnapping her, and that she'd be very cross if she came back to find Kirkwall burning in her absence. Only Isabela and Varric gave her a hard time for her attempts at discretion, asking for details and gaining nothing.
By sunset on the second day, she was down by the docks to meet him, a pack slung over one arm and her blades across her shoulders, her eyes on the ships and the few workers lingering around. She couldn't be too careful, even now.
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"Ridiculously. She just...there was this one look. Yes, exactly like that. It didn't even have to be head on. She could do it from the sides of her eyes." It was funny in hindsight. No matter how old he got or how "sophisticated" he thought he was, which was never very, the look never failed to bring him to heel.
He smiled against her, his eyes sliding shut as he continued the slow exploration of her throat, her reactions. He lipped her earlobe, giving a gentle tug, and followed along the outer shell, hoping for another of those sounds, or at least to have her as breathless as she was making him. One hand slid down to the small of her back to press her in close. He rocked up, little more than a slight flex of thighs and hips. It was getting harder to remain still beneath her.
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It was a struggle to keep still under his mouth and his hands. Her ear was more sensitive than she realized and she shivered once, the warmth of his breath ghosting over the outer shell as he continued. A soft, surprised sound slipped out eventually with the roll of stronger hips beneath her and she bit at the side of her lip to cut it off, embarrassed.
Fingers dug briefly into his back and then worked in small circles, kneading. "Cullen," she whispered, a little breathless at the attention.
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"If you want me to slow down or stop, tell me," he breathed. He had no plan, no idea where they were going with this other than the fact he felt more heated by the moment. He knew that at some point one or both of them would hit a place where they needed to decide whether to stop or go further.
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With the next kiss pressed to the side of his mouth, though, she paused. "The same for you, though," she said, gently. "If you want me to stop or slow things down, I will."
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"I'm good," he murmured. He was far more comfortable with her than he had expected to be, with no desire for overthinking beyond wanting to be sure he wasn't bulling his way through something she might want time to consider. The corner of his mouth touched the corner of hers, and he parted his lips again.
He gave over to a full kiss, again and yet again, each time more fervent. He teased her lips apart for another twine of tongue to tongue and pressed up beneath her in another slow rock. His boot sole scudded a couple of inches over the planks.
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They eventually found a more secure place, one at the back of his head and the other on his shoulder. Her fingers slid into his hair as his had in hers, marveling silently at the touch. Her attention stayed on the way his mouth felt, the heat behind his kisses, until he pressed against her once more.
Maker, that was going to drive her mad. She nipped at his lower lip in retaliation for the noise that slipped out, this time more akin to a soft moan, and this time she rocked herself against him instead.
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He gave a small half laugh when she nipped him. The playfully punitive nature of it didn't escape him, but then she came down on his next rock up and his whole body shuddered from the unexpected pleasure of it. He broke the kiss to look at her. He lifted both hands to cup her face, each kiss that followed short and intense, as though if he broke it all into smaller pieces somehow the desire would be any less consuming.
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When he pulled away, she stopped to look at him, concerned that he wasn't ready for that sort of reciprocation just yet. Her worry was pointless and she knew it the moment he cupped her face, and she leaned into his touch greedily, kisses more fervent this time. Fingers twined loosely in his hair and she kept him there, close, her mouth on his and her cravings all too evident.
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It was likely impossible to see in the starlight, but he was faintly flushed. He could feel the heat in his face, neck, and ears, nothing akin to embarrassment. His hands shifted to her shoulders to hold her there while he kissed all along the border of her collar, shoving the fabric aside with the side of his cheek.
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It wasn't long before she became somewhat frustrated, feeling the restrictions her clothing had. She'd covered up on purpose for the cool night air, the leather armor serving its purpose well. Here, it wasn't helping. Her hands finally came between them and she nudged him back just enough for her to undo the strap that came down her chest and to let it fall. She dipped her head to kiss him hungrily while she unbuttoned her outer tunic.
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Next he worked on the jerkin, the leather not as thick as armor. It came unfastened easily and hung open at the front, his linen shirt a looser fit beneath it. He didn't question her again, letting his kisses stray to her jawline.
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Lips brushing the side of his cheek as he moved lower, she closed her eyes to savor the feeling. She smiled briefly and turned her head, lips pressing below and to the side of his ear.
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She drew another small sound from him, voice in his gasp. He could feel more of her minus the layer of clothing and took advantage with hands and forearms pressed against her back in his embrace. He, too, was trying to control the natural inclination of his body to rock forward and up without much success. He tilted his head. What she was doing felt too good not to encourage.
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Humming once more, the edge of her voice tapering off into a sound not unlike a moan, she pressed her lips lower still to his collar and then to a small patch to the joining of his shoulder and neck.
It was here that she paused, lifting her head to look at him. "This is all right?" she murmured softly, breathless, eyes alight with excitement.
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He shivered again and gave a stronger rock of hips. Every soft press of her lips and light flick of tongue had him wanting more. "Yes," he said, his voice thicker and rougher now. "More than all right." His hands slipped down to rest at her hips, the squeeze too firm to be a casual hold, too much tension in his arms and chest.
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Answering the nudge of his hips with a roll of her own, she tried to keep herself from squirming too much with his hands on her, even if she liked them on her hips. She sighed into his mouth and slid her tongue across his in the meantime, distracting herself with the feel of him and the sounds he was making.
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She didn't need to worry about squirming too much. He encouraged her to rock against him with a flex of hips and arms, pulling her in. He pushed against the bottom of the boat with both feet, only letting up some when he could feel it rocking side to side from the pressure. His tongue twined with hers in a sensual thrust, encouragement to explore him as she saw fit.
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Her tongue stroked the roof of his mouth, her concentration wavering only once as the boat rocked beneath them. An arm wrapped around his shoulders for leverage and her hand slipped further up his body, from his abdomen and stomach to his chest, admiring his body and its lines. It was a shame they didn't have enough room; she wanted to explore it with more than just her hands. That could wait for another time, she reminded herself, and to make up for her minor disappointment, her second hand joined the first beneath his shirt. Knuckles slid down his sides slowly, too slowly, and she kissed him with a renewed hunger
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Despite the cool of the night, at the moment he felt like a furnace. He didn't think he'd miss the thin linen much. It sounded a forward proposition in his ears. He was comfortable making it because it seemed to him they had both been honest with one another from the beginning. There was nothing to be served by playing coy or adhering to social tenets that didn't fit either of them well.
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Eyes opening to meet his, she nodded and then smiled slyly. "Would you like to remove mine as well?" she invited.
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He was slower with hers, tugging up the hem and brushing his fingers along her stomach just above her waistband. He watched her while he touched her, too intent for it to be teasing.
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It wasn't so easy to be still when he started on hers. The slightest graze to her bare stomach had her muscles tensing instinctively. She suppressed a mild shudder and closed her eyes.
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He liked that little smile, though, and the way her eyes closed. That was well worth taking his time. He continued teasing the hem up out of her pants, sides and back tugged free before he touched her again. He slipped both hands beneath her shirt and set his palms flat to her stomach. The caress upward was careful but firm enough not to tickle. Her skin was every bit as soft as it looked.
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She needed to do something. To reciprocate, to distract him, anything. She couldn't keep still, not with him doing that to her. She contented herself with settling her hands on his shoulders once more, watching him dote and appreciate her.
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He leaned in as his hands slipped higher, over the curve of her ribs, fingertips just brushing the underside of her small clothes. "Lift your arms," he whispered and chased the words with a gentle tug of lips to her earlobe.
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anytime you'd like to work, internet. :V
Ugh, fun times.
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Power outages suck.
Oh, ick.
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