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a fishing date;
There were no impromptu trips to Sundermount, in fact. Merrill had holed herself up with the Eluvian, avoiding Hawke whenever possible. The Arulin'Holm stayed at the estate, locked away somewhere, and the Dalish woman didn't want to see or hear from Hawke without good cause. Which was understandable (upsetting, but understandable), and she let Varric and Isabela take over Merrill's undertaking. They'd update her whenever possible and she was infinitely grateful, though she knew things couldn't stay that way forever. Eventually, they'd need to talk, and that would happen when Marian was good and ready. For now, she wasn't.
First on her mind was Anders and his mage underground. He would disappear for days on end, surfacing only to work in his clinic where he would refuse to go on any errands. Too busy, he'd say, occupied with his patients and his manifesto. It didn't stop him from pressing worn papers into her hands at every opportunity, the bastard. Her desk was full of Anders' scrawl, damning evidence if anyone should walk in and ask about it. She'd been certain to lock them in the bottom drawer, out of sight and out of mind, but she couldn't put him off any more than she could push aside the trouble she had with Merrill.
With her hands full of Kirkwall's smaller troubles - bandits, a few raiders on the outskirts, and a blood mage or two - she had nearly forgotten her plans with Cullen until she returned one night to a note on her desk at the end of the week. Even such a simple thing was enough to brighten her mood considerably and she packed that evening, though she wasn't to meet him for two more days.
She used the time to tell only a few that she'd be gone from the city, that no one was kidnapping her, and that she'd be very cross if she came back to find Kirkwall burning in her absence. Only Isabela and Varric gave her a hard time for her attempts at discretion, asking for details and gaining nothing.
By sunset on the second day, she was down by the docks to meet him, a pack slung over one arm and her blades across her shoulders, her eyes on the ships and the few workers lingering around. She couldn't be too careful, even now.
First on her mind was Anders and his mage underground. He would disappear for days on end, surfacing only to work in his clinic where he would refuse to go on any errands. Too busy, he'd say, occupied with his patients and his manifesto. It didn't stop him from pressing worn papers into her hands at every opportunity, the bastard. Her desk was full of Anders' scrawl, damning evidence if anyone should walk in and ask about it. She'd been certain to lock them in the bottom drawer, out of sight and out of mind, but she couldn't put him off any more than she could push aside the trouble she had with Merrill.
With her hands full of Kirkwall's smaller troubles - bandits, a few raiders on the outskirts, and a blood mage or two - she had nearly forgotten her plans with Cullen until she returned one night to a note on her desk at the end of the week. Even such a simple thing was enough to brighten her mood considerably and she packed that evening, though she wasn't to meet him for two more days.
She used the time to tell only a few that she'd be gone from the city, that no one was kidnapping her, and that she'd be very cross if she came back to find Kirkwall burning in her absence. Only Isabela and Varric gave her a hard time for her attempts at discretion, asking for details and gaining nothing.
By sunset on the second day, she was down by the docks to meet him, a pack slung over one arm and her blades across her shoulders, her eyes on the ships and the few workers lingering around. She couldn't be too careful, even now.
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She smirked, bumping noses with him. "Did I?" she asked, nudging him slightly. "Your stubble, that's what." She cupped his cheek gently. "It keeps tickling me," she murmured beneath her breath, almost embarrassed to admit that. "But I do like it."
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He laughed easily. "Is it any better if I say it's not on purpose?" Of course, he had to ruin that claim almost immediately afterwards, jutting his chin to rub it against hers lightly. It was quite possible that under all the armor and the polish a brat lurked.
Almost within the same breath, he closed his lips over hers, tongue sweeping a tracery of the upper curve. His jaw worked as he opened his mouth a little more, taking it deeper. Both hands slid up from her waist across her back to draw her in close against him. He silently marveled at the contrast between softness in the press and the sinuous strength he could feel beneath his hands.
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She grinned as he leaned in, biting down on most of her laughter. She reached over with a hand to tug at his ear lobe gently. "Until you did that, yes," was teased softly in his ear.
It was all to easy to lean into the press of his body and let his hands roam her back, her head tilted into the kiss and mouth slightly parted. Her arm draped around his shoulders and her hand came up to cradle the back of his head, hopefully allowing him some ease as he lifted his face for her. Her lips closed around his and tugged once, tongue flicking out briefly to trace his bottom lip.
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He shivered lightly for that whisper and touch, more than ticklishness at play. His inhale through his nostrils was audible and quick.
It was back to eyes closed, losing himself in sensation. All of the little back and forths were gaining momentum in him, a slow burn on the rise. He made a soft noise when her hand settled in his hair and met the flick of her tongue with the tip of his. His fingers curved against her back in a harder press, the dig of short nails blunted through cloth.
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A wicked smile curved its way across her lips at that little admission of quickened breath. Her fingers lingered just a moment on his ear but she eventually released him even as her mind worked through some other ideas. She settled the hand back against his cheek, rough stubble beneath her palm.
Her tongue stroked the underside of his own, encouraging him. A quiet sound escaped her, an exhale and no more, at the press of his fingers against her muscles. With one last brief nip at his lip, she broke the kiss and ducked her head lower to kiss his jaw and further back beneath his ear. He had already tilted his head enough for her lips; now she could exploit it, sliding her lips against the side of his neck.
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He wasn't completely passive for the attention, hands in a slow knead over her mid back. One lifted higher, following the curve of the nape of her neck and into her hair. "You're hair is soft," he murmured, a little surprised to find himself saying it aloud. He buried his fingers in it and stroked downward, letting it fall back to rest against her neck.
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Hawke paused only once when his hands tangled into her hair, leaning back into his touch. Her answer was a smile and a softer kiss at his throat, followed by an almost contradictory nip at his collar. "I don't hear that too often," she teased against warm skin, hands finding his shoulders and kneading fingers into the muscle there.
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"No? Good." There was a smile in his voice, even if she couldn't see it from the way his head was tilted. He didn't have any silly notions about being the only one she wanted to see when this was only a second date, but it was nice to know that perhaps he wasn't one in a thick crowd of contenders for her attentions.
"I'd hate to bore you with something you hear all the time." He turned to brush his cheek against the side of her head. "Especially given the fact that when silver tongues were being handed out, I wasn't even in the line. I'm lucky not to stutter these days." Although at times he still did if he was overly flummoxed.
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And so she just gave him a simple shrug and a smile. "I can't imagine you stuttering, though." She wondered what she could do to see him in such a state. That was a goal worth chasing.
She ducked her head and brushed her cheek to his once more, enjoying the feel of the stubble he wore, and when she might have gone back to his throat, she turned instead to his ear. She locked her lips around the lob and tugged gently, hoping to garner another one of those sounds she liked.
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He smiled then, reaching up to tuck a lock of it behind her ear. "Mothers are wonderful for the flattery. No one will ever make you feel better, or worse when they're disappointed." If there was any sadness in the statement, it was mitigated by the warmth in his tone. He knew of her loss but also didn't intend to shy away from the topic or treat her with kid gloves because of it. There was much to be said for good memories.
"Spend enough time with me, and you won't have to imagine it. I was much worse when I was younger. I would've hardly been able to look you in the eyes."
She surprised him with that, getting more of a sound than she had managed yet, a quiet, "Mnnh..." He bit his lower lip. "Unfair," he said, his toes curling in his boots.
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Thoughts of her mother came heavy-handed with too many emotions and too many of them weren't fit to be expressed in public or to others. But she smiled just the same because he was absolutely right. She tilted her head into his fingers as she spoke. "It's a gift they have, I think. Perfect for guilting you into doing things and even better on the days you need a shoulder to lean on."
Hawke smiled against him, releasing his ear if only speak. "You did leave yourself open for it," she whispered slyly. She squeezed his shoulders tenderly.
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"It is," he agreed, "a wonderful gift," the warmth still in his voice. He didn't often allow himself to think of his family. When he did it was fondly.
"I'm sorry," he murmured, "did that sound like a complaint? It shouldn't have." He turned to press a kiss to her throat, warm and wet with the briefest tease of tongue tip. Higher, and he gave her a light scrape of his teeth just beneath her earlobe.
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Her fingers absently traced his shoulders, then dipped over to his back to find lines of muscle beneath his tunic. "Did your mother have a knack for guilting you too?" she asked. "My mother could get even my brother to duck his head with just a look. It never failed to quiet him, either."
She hummed, which turned into a tiny, threadbare chuckle as she felt the tip of his tongue. She turned her head for him, closing her eyes. "My mistake, then," she murmured absently.
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"Ridiculously. She just...there was this one look. Yes, exactly like that. It didn't even have to be head on. She could do it from the sides of her eyes." It was funny in hindsight. No matter how old he got or how "sophisticated" he thought he was, which was never very, the look never failed to bring him to heel.
He smiled against her, his eyes sliding shut as he continued the slow exploration of her throat, her reactions. He lipped her earlobe, giving a gentle tug, and followed along the outer shell, hoping for another of those sounds, or at least to have her as breathless as she was making him. One hand slid down to the small of her back to press her in close. He rocked up, little more than a slight flex of thighs and hips. It was getting harder to remain still beneath her.
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It was a struggle to keep still under his mouth and his hands. Her ear was more sensitive than she realized and she shivered once, the warmth of his breath ghosting over the outer shell as he continued. A soft, surprised sound slipped out eventually with the roll of stronger hips beneath her and she bit at the side of her lip to cut it off, embarrassed.
Fingers dug briefly into his back and then worked in small circles, kneading. "Cullen," she whispered, a little breathless at the attention.
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"If you want me to slow down or stop, tell me," he breathed. He had no plan, no idea where they were going with this other than the fact he felt more heated by the moment. He knew that at some point one or both of them would hit a place where they needed to decide whether to stop or go further.
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With the next kiss pressed to the side of his mouth, though, she paused. "The same for you, though," she said, gently. "If you want me to stop or slow things down, I will."
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"I'm good," he murmured. He was far more comfortable with her than he had expected to be, with no desire for overthinking beyond wanting to be sure he wasn't bulling his way through something she might want time to consider. The corner of his mouth touched the corner of hers, and he parted his lips again.
He gave over to a full kiss, again and yet again, each time more fervent. He teased her lips apart for another twine of tongue to tongue and pressed up beneath her in another slow rock. His boot sole scudded a couple of inches over the planks.
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They eventually found a more secure place, one at the back of his head and the other on his shoulder. Her fingers slid into his hair as his had in hers, marveling silently at the touch. Her attention stayed on the way his mouth felt, the heat behind his kisses, until he pressed against her once more.
Maker, that was going to drive her mad. She nipped at his lower lip in retaliation for the noise that slipped out, this time more akin to a soft moan, and this time she rocked herself against him instead.
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He gave a small half laugh when she nipped him. The playfully punitive nature of it didn't escape him, but then she came down on his next rock up and his whole body shuddered from the unexpected pleasure of it. He broke the kiss to look at her. He lifted both hands to cup her face, each kiss that followed short and intense, as though if he broke it all into smaller pieces somehow the desire would be any less consuming.
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When he pulled away, she stopped to look at him, concerned that he wasn't ready for that sort of reciprocation just yet. Her worry was pointless and she knew it the moment he cupped her face, and she leaned into his touch greedily, kisses more fervent this time. Fingers twined loosely in his hair and she kept him there, close, her mouth on his and her cravings all too evident.
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It was likely impossible to see in the starlight, but he was faintly flushed. He could feel the heat in his face, neck, and ears, nothing akin to embarrassment. His hands shifted to her shoulders to hold her there while he kissed all along the border of her collar, shoving the fabric aside with the side of his cheek.
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It wasn't long before she became somewhat frustrated, feeling the restrictions her clothing had. She'd covered up on purpose for the cool night air, the leather armor serving its purpose well. Here, it wasn't helping. Her hands finally came between them and she nudged him back just enough for her to undo the strap that came down her chest and to let it fall. She dipped her head to kiss him hungrily while she unbuttoned her outer tunic.
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Next he worked on the jerkin, the leather not as thick as armor. It came unfastened easily and hung open at the front, his linen shirt a looser fit beneath it. He didn't question her again, letting his kisses stray to her jawline.
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Lips brushing the side of his cheek as he moved lower, she closed her eyes to savor the feeling. She smiled briefly and turned her head, lips pressing below and to the side of his ear.
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anytime you'd like to work, internet. :V
Ugh, fun times.
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Power outages suck.
Oh, ick.
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